Monday, January 4, 2010

random thoughts. this is boring.

Back in Manila again. School tomorrow [oh yea, am screwing school tomorrow. First period lang papasukan ko]. I think we'll be having a quiz in ncm. sheeesh. I hate exams slash quizzes after a looooong vacay >:[

Well anyways, I'm screwing school to attend an important appointment with my family. Wish me luck! haha :]

I lost 42 tumblarity in a single blink ... and I don't know why!! That is unfair >:[

Oh my. My eyes itch like hell. Does it mean there is someone who wants to see me badly or am I just really sleepy?! haha.

Facebook is getting boring. Friendster is becoming annoying. Multiply is too silent. Where should I go?! Oh I know ... Blogger. :]]

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Happy 2010!!

whoa. it's been a while since my last post here. And I hafta say i almost forgot about blogger already. heehee. my bad.

Happy New Year everyone!! It's the second day of 2010. I have to start the year right!! New year's resolutions never work for me. I just have to focus on my goals if i really want to achieve them.

I hope this year will be a FUN year for all of us!!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

ENVY is a sin.

I am having a hard time being a daughter of an opthalmologists and a pediatrician. As professionals, they expect a lot from me. They always think of me as "matalino" in school. This is one reason why I feel so pressured in school. When I was in high school, I strived to be a part of the honor roll. I was ranked 7th then. And ang sakit sakit kasi ne-feel ko na hindi sila satisfied sa rank ko. I even remember the exact words they used ...

When i told them that I was 7th ...
dad: wow ang galing mo ah!
mom: 7th lang? dapat mas mataas pa.

i didn't know what to answer then. School is so overwhelming. I was so pressured when I was in high school.

Now on college, nothing changed. I was even more pressured now than when i was in high school. My friends would usually make kwento about their parents asking them if kaya pa nila. If not, they can shift to another course kung hirap na hirap na sila. My parents are never like that. I can't even remember them giving me "words of wisdom" or motivation ... just the usual "GANYAN TALAGA. ANONG MAGAGAWA NATIN?" My mom would usually add, "Ano gusto mo ng huminto? Anong gusto mong gawin? Mag-asawa?"

*ang sakit*

Now as the summer class ends, I am so nervous with the result of my performance. Am I going to pass and move on to 3rd year proper?! I AM HOPEFUL. I am not afraid of failing dahil lilipat ng school. I am afraid because it's NAKAKAHIYA. i will not only embarass myself but also my parents.

-well there goes my story ...

Friday, April 24, 2009

Thank God it's Friday!!

"Thank God it's Friday!"

Ever since summer classes started, I always look forward to fridays wherein I could sleep without waking up early next morning. I have classes from Mondays to Fridays, 7am to 4pm with only 30 min break after the first class and 50 mins before my last class.

We usually have quizzes everyday in Micro Parasitology ... but hey. Hindi daw siya nagbibigay ng exam on Fridays! That's one more reason why I love Fridays. haha. Pero helooo unit exam kami ng mondays. :[

We have a lot of reporting to do. Un kasi ang ginagamit ng mga CI this summer kasi mabilis lang pacing ng summer class.

midterms na next week :[ God bless me. and Lord, lalo na sa RLE. Takot ako sa mga tusok tusok pag hindi pro ang tutusok sakin. haha. classmates! at kung sino man magiging partner ko ... kaawaan mo ko ha?

Saturday, April 4, 2009

tolerate or not to tolerate?!

Do i have a choice? Yess. i knew a lot of "kalokohan" na ginagawa niya ever since. i am just a BIG FAT LIAR when it comes to those issues kasi ayoko namang makialam. But i think sa sitwasyon kong ganito, parang accomplice na din ako. and duh. i feel like i'm tolerating her pa.

Recently, may mga bagong kalokohan nanamang nagsisilabasan about her. And kanina, i knew something na for me, eh shocking kasi ayoko ng mga ganung bagay. so yeah. she personally told me about that casually.

Boohoo. grabe.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

1st summer blog

It has been a week since I started feeling bored. My classes for the previous sem ended on the 10th of March and by the 11th, it's already summer.
I have to stay in Manila until March 26 kasi hinihintay ko pa yung releasing of grades (though I've seen mine already) and the enrolment. Sayang kasi pamasahe if pabalik-balik ako.


On March 10, a friend of mine asked me if we could go out together with Vee. I thought it would be like a girl-time-bonding-chu-chu since it has been a long time after our last gala together. I just said "ok" without even thinking about it ... kasi nga diba wala ng school. So go lang ng go! haha!

Tapos ayun na. She invited us pala to this newly-opened networking company. As soon as I saw the office, I knew that it is a networking business because I've already experienced this before (pinsan ko naman ang nag-invite sa akin sa ibang company). So there, while waiting for the first batch to finish sa pagiintroduce sa kanila ng products, pinagkape lang naman nila kami. haha. 3-in-1 na kami. And what's funny is that, I find the coffee really good for the very first time that I bought some para sa bahay the next day. haha. Ok ... back to my story.

After a few minutes, it was our turn. So the introduced the products and marketing plans like blah blah blah ...

What's unfair is that, they gave us application forms then asked us to fill in the form. Sabi namin we don't have enough money with us (kasi you know na, it's a networking company). Sabi nila, "okay lang mag-down nalang kayo. Any amount na meron kayo." Kung walang ganun na nangyari, talagang hindi ako magsa-sign ng application form. Na-pressure ako. haha. I mean para kasing we can't go unless we sign up. (feeling ko lang yun don't worry :]) So ayun na, Vee and I signed up.

After nun, punta kaming Trinoma para magdinner. That's when I learned na member din pala si Maky. EH di na-positive naman ako. Yun pala when I got home that night and got the chance to talk to him, Super Negative pala siya. I dunno nakuha siguro siya sa sales talk ng mga yun kaya siya nag-sign.

I want my money back. LOL. Maky just got his recently. Hmm. Basta I'll get it back din! :))

One week lang ang dumaan and my allowance for the whole month is naghihingalo na! haha! Di kasi ako mapakali pag hindi nagshoshopping tapos walang gunagawa. I even shop kahit nasa kwarto lang ako :)) online shopping is a yay! haha! I just paid yesterday for 2 items na kinuha ko online. I'm expecting the package tomorrow :]

Kalat na kalat na din ang pangalan ko online because of social networks such as friendster, multiply and facebook. Pati sa mga sites for music like imeem and myplaylist, may account din ako ^^ I have 3 existing yahoo mail accounts. haha. I also participate in online forums. And recently, I just made an account in plurk which di ko ma-enjoy. Idedelete ko na yun soon and I mean SOON.

*biglang nawala momentum ko sa pagblog kaya hanggang dito nalang muna ako*

-jaira

Thursday, March 12, 2009

summer before summer classes

Our classes this sem ended earlier than usual that's why i feel so bored already. I will be staying here in manila until the releasing of grades and enrolment for summer classes on the 24th and 25th of march. Maybe i'll be going back in ilocos on the 26th or 27th.

Pressure is in the air. My mom is bugging me about passing all my subjects. ikaw ba naman kasi magbayad ng 18k+ just for summer classes di ba? ang mahal mahal >:( The problem is, tapos na ang sem. all ican do is pray and wait for the releasing of grades. I am really worried about my grade in physics ... ok and logic too.

One of my friends invited me recently on this newly-opened company in west avenue. Their strategy is so unfair. They gave is applications after discussing their marketing plans and chu chu, and waited for us to fill it right on the spot. Most of us I guess eh napilitan lang magpamember. haay. Now my classmate in high school and I were discussing about this matter. Kasi pati xa, nainvite dun and ngdown din siya. Pero duda kami sa company kasi on the process pa lang yung dti permit nila but they already have bfad, business permit, and everything. Sakit sa bangs! grabe!

I am currently looking for something to do while i'm still here in manila. Sana part time job like a barista in starbucks. hehe. kasi naman, if i will be going sa mall everyday, for sure, mamumulubi ako ng wala sa oras. at least pag may part time job, hindi ka nabobore, may kita ka pa. :] but too bad, i haven't found one yet. huhu.

so 'til here muna. pray lang ng pray. God will never let me be in trouble. Manonood na ko. Si Santino na! haha! bye!

-jaira.